The R Word

  This is something unique, and some target you can set in life :) If you can spend your precious 30 mins to gain awareness of your life, I guess it will be powerful for you.  Take my advice! How you will rate the following habits? Habit #1 - Drinking Water: ( 02:06 ) Habit #2 - Cooking: ( 02:42 ) Habit #3 - Practicing Music: ( 03:39 ) Habit #4 - Waking Up Early: ( 04:39 ) Habit #5 - Reading: ( 05:38 ) Habit #6 - Keeping A Dairy: ( 06:48 ) Habit #7 - Listening To Podcasts: ( 07:46 ) Habit #8 - Doing Your Chores: ( 08:33 ) Habit #9 - Dancing: ( 09:27 ) Habit #10 - Resting Your Eyes: ( 10:13 ) How To Build Habits: ( 11:33 ) Habit #11 - Positive Affirmations: ( 13:13 ) Habit #12 - Bullet Journaling: ( 14:53 ) Habit #13 - Being Mindful Of Your Posture: ( 16:16 ) Habit #14 - Watching Self-Improvement Videos: ( 17:02 ) Habit #15 - Studying: ( 17:54 ) Habit #16 - Practicing A Skill: ( 18:26 ) Habit #17 - Grooming: ( 19:34 ) Habit #18 - Making Your Bed: ( 20:35 ) Habit #19 - Being Min...

 What do you normally do on your super free day?  I used to always fill with a gym session, and then reward myself with few rounds of mobile legends, occasionally some piano playing and short Japanese study time before I wind up my day. Sounds productive? Or not? It feels stale after some time. No matter how much I try to make the most out of it. Most of the Instagram stories will fill with people going out for brunch, having some hangout sessions with buddy, and not to ignore those big amount of people who don't constantly post what they do - not me of course. Occasionally you see some people doing super productive things on their off day, and for me that's what I had always wanted to achieve. During MCO my off days always spent working, observing demands and pick up for any flight ticket, and look at any trend that I could derive from. Now I regret not keeping a daily journal. Man I think it is advisable to put down your daily life to a book where you can look back at in fut...

It's not easy for anyone to figure out what you should do especially during this economic downturn and covid times. Fearful heart of getting infected, worried about infecting loved ones, or if anything happens to them, scared of losing jobs, scared of another lockdown that may kill the business, etc etc. These may be common feelings that are filling up most of the average people's hearts easily these days. You can almost fill it in the air around you, the vibes of people worrying about what can they do to this situation? 2020 is marching towards the mid of the final quarter, and soon in the blink of an eye, you will be welcoming 2021.  Everyone's wishes for 2021 probably is only to go through these difficult times safely, and this pandemic to be over soon. Whether it's for a better job opportunity, or to travel, or to see the loved ones. For us, it's easy to only see stories that are happening in front of us. For example, I'm working in an airline, it's easy...

 I'm giving up!! So many things to do!

17 Mar 20 - 14 Apr 20 Almost a month of lockdown and we are at 29 mar 20 now. Secretly, I wished that this would be extended because of the introvert in me is taking over. Partially I miss going out and making myself presentable to the world. Another part of me enjoy the productivity that I have at home, and also the time I never able to get to spend with my loved one if this lock down never happen. Never in our relationship that we are spending time in a same space for such a continuous period of time except for traveling. If I would need to work, there won't be a single chance for me to get to spend time with him, though I also enjoyed the separation most of the time. lol sorry I'm contradicting but I just find it as a different experience. It starts to be my comfort zone already. Even though having a single laptop screen slightly kills my productivity but all were managed well. I didn't need to walk far to reach my needs, the only risk is unable to differentiate be...

I remember I had a mock interview as an assessment back in college time, and when being asked what do I wanna achieve in life, I answered a very general and shallow answer, that I wanted to be successful . So I remember very clearly that the lecturer asked me, so what do you define as success ? and I answered with some crappy fifth grader answer, that I wanted to be able to go wherever I want, to be able to travel or work overseas. A big LOL whenever I think back. So the lecturer just nodded and moved on to another question. Guess he able to tell that this student's brain isn't prepared for the deep philosophical discussion about what is the definition of success. Fast forward to 7 years later til today, this question still lies in my head. I guess I haven't got the answer yet, or a truthful answer. So if you are reading this, this post is for you to ask yourself. What do you define as success? ;) I may get mine answer when the time's right. When the inspira...

My mum said, “Life is fragile, it is only few breaths away. When someone covers your mouth and doesn’t let you breathe for a minute and so, you will lose your breath and die.” Nothing is certain in this world. While we busy chasing for fame, success, money, reputation, etc, do you feel certainly happy with your life?  Are those comparisons in social media, ie: someone’s life seems better than yours, someone’s body is better than yours, relationship goals, all those yolo hash tags; someone get their house at age of 25, someone’s job better than yours, someone traveling to where n where .., really matters that much? Why do you let yourself wasting life feeling inferior comparing to these people? My beloved family member is ill. This was what we learn from this round of going back to Ipoh. Feel very shocked and horrified with the thought of she will be more ill if things are going wrong. Feel like I didn’t do enough. Whatever I may try to do, at this point, it doesn’t mean anything an...