The R Word

I have heard of his name as the Joker's actor but I didn't really go into him too much, or research about him (I was honestly thought that him as joker wasn't that natural - probably I compared to Heath Ledger's version, or the whole film was quite a crap) Norman (my colleague in Roche) mentioned about him earlier - few months ago when we were just randomly chatting. Then he mentioned that he acted in a very good film earlier, which I didn't pay enough attention to remember the film's name, but still, I couldn't be bothered as I wasn't that interested. lol. Then he too mentioned that he was in this band - 30 seconds to mars, where it rang a bell and it was familiar to me. But still, I remember I had an opinion that 30STM's songs aren't that great and mostly are those noisy rock, maybe just one or two that was good, from my high school memories and my bonding with my radio. Until after some time, Gavin chatted with me and shared a clip about

I have always been the brain person. Always. You can always see me telling people that your heart is stupid, and you shouldn't follow what it feels. I always tell people that to be realistic, and don't do things that will make you regret. Then something happened some time back, and I was exposed with the idea and experience of following your heart wholly. It was overwhelming to my poor little heart, and was crazy, but it was mind blowing - such experience. I think I have always been referred as the person who is very rationale, who is very matured and is above all (as in above those useless and irrational desires) when it comes to making decision. and I was damn proud about this fact of mine. So what is it about when you say you are a brain person? - for me, I just basically block all the kind of emotions and feelings that are possible to go through me. I will have detachment, I will try not to form attachment, I will just think of everything, all the time